contented.
backyard scene of city skyline.
mouthful in lunch.
lunch at home.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Monday, February 09, 2009
happy weekends, family entertain in supermarket, baby bathed, i got my shoes
since last time i scorned his mom when we went to public bathroom, his mother refused to go to public bathroom with me. the old larger basin also broken. this time his mom bought a new basin and baby got chance to enjoy more water in bath.
we had a good time when baby bathing.
on last Saturday, we hanged Qiqihar Yibai supermarket, where baby son played in baby zone. i treated them with feature snacks of Chinese different places with aid from my kingdom. baby complained time too short even we lingered there for more than 2 hours.
we had a good time when baby bathing.
on last Saturday, we hanged Qiqihar Yibai supermarket, where baby son played in baby zone. i treated them with feature snacks of Chinese different places with aid from my kingdom. baby complained time too short even we lingered there for more than 2 hours.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Monday, February 02, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
family enjoyed lunar new year
family gathered in eve of lunar new year
lunar new year's feast.
playful baby with his mom
Monday, January 26, 2009
Merry lunar new year's day!
2 days passed since the beginning of the great holiday. its not a bad lunar new year's day for me. with the another bonus from QRRS, my long time employer superficially, i equipped my camera with a rechargeable battery pack, and a bag for my new notebook bought just before the holiday. God, i felt so contented! in the conversation with my home town folks online, i sensed some of them don't glad as me when i told them my news and how i enjoyed them. might as jealous as it can be as them felt, but i hope God didn't left them in misery without hope in this holy days.
as doubtlessly, i shot a lot with my new camera, including open outdoor scenes. even carry a camera as large as my FujiFilm Finepix s2000HD can brings passengers curiosity, i would try my best to bring it everywhere as my second brain and sight. i really enjoy photograph!
last night is the eve of lunar new year. the grandma, the aunt(the kid sister of baby's mom) and the uncle (the second son of ema's aunt) gathered in ema's house to celebrating the holiday. the grandma prepared a rich feast, and the aunt of baby left in time to free me of worry of letting me sleep with the uncle while ema's family slept with baby in our bedroom. last night my family, ema and me and baby son, warren zhu, first time since the curse slept together in bedroom. the grandma with the uncle slept in another room future for baby. baby lingered aside the uncle with pc games most of time. i hope he can care himself days after days. i in beset of God to let him do mostly what he likes.
its a nice day today, bright sunshine till afternoon. ema decided to buy a pmp to read ebook on it. she chose to buy it online. but she remit the payment directly to the vendor, instead through the bidding site, eachnet.com. i just too glad to see people around me enjoy their new gadgets.
ok, that's it. now please enjoy my works through my camera.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
a joyful weekends
candy let me think.
really delicious.
i m in missing thoughts.
backyard of mother's house.
Monday, January 05, 2009
a day of separation after last night blizzard
today the first day of separation after last night blizzard where i scorned baby and warned him the evil&danger of his mother's family, including his mother herself. i busy with my routine work all day. baby's mother absent at noon when i returned for lunch. baby also absent, while in the morning they lingered at home as ema told me previously she in break, and i ate remnant of porridge she cooked yesterday. i hated baby under expectation, but i more hated his mother and her family. evil never left the house of ema. i trust God let my baby turning to normal way, to be a honest and respectable man. God sees. he is in fact the God of mine, and i just do what i had to do to manifest to all around the house, those spies, and his mother's family, including herself. i need time to fine tune my baby for what i observed and learned of God's way. his mother and other evils just fear and attempted to block my due task to father my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and the God of the universe. i do, i did, and i done well, i oath. its a sunny day today, which pacified me so much. i dozed all the morning in office, and dreamed losing of my baby, and contacting the woman (ema?) who gave birth of my baby and now lost her right eyes, trying to reborn my second baby son, to satisfy my deep sorrow and untouchable pains for my losing baby son. the woman likely not gifted and in miserable situation and under her new man's control, but she tried to satisfy me. i don't believe in the dream, i just felt the pains of losing my baby. but, after all, i think my burst last night is a rebirth both for my baby son and myself. in the past days we covered by too much dirty evils. and i believe in the sunshine and the sun right always on me and the Royal of mine. that's my review today. i look forward to live and forever live with my baby son, warren, for the oath i prayed to God when i in turbulence before last time fell into asylum to cure my hopelessness upon evils on my baby son in infancy, i will forever attending him, just like attending my passed grand Father. i look through all clouds for the day i see the right layout of my kingdom of China from my ancestor of glory centuries ago. dad, God, u see.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2 bright days in connecting 2 years
hello, 2009!
today is the first day of 2009, and a big brightly sunny day, adjoined with last bright sunny day of Dec 31,2008. last night baby played game 'strike ball 3' i just got from p2p networks all night and lots of funs, and today they gathered in his mother's relative's home to lunch. all things went bright, except this morning i again felt the pain of lacking a camera of my own. that's a long time wish list of mine, i like shotting and blogging, but i don't equipped with a considerable satisfying camera for my work. i also want a smartphone, with which i can browse websites for mobiles, and check my email and adding new apps from download. but that seemingly too early for people within China like me, where iphone and G1 with google's mobile os likely both under negotiation with China telecoms to settle deal, to comply with China surveillance as well as the telecom's monopoly. but this day. or this beginning of the year, i especially felt sad, for years i can't afford to buy anything to celebrating the holiday. i still live in the standard just fitting for food, i can't afford to travel, to electric gadgets, to house, to budget a plan to improve my skill. i live and only living for hope, in the wanting. i was constrained for years here this pitfall, and likely had to wait to see my best beloved to gather around me to make fun, to make love, to make living and lives. God let me endure so long, i hope i can also entertain myself with gadgets, like camera, pmp, or game socks, or larger lcds, or even a notebook or netbook.
oh, yes, i still in seat and belt. i live for reclaiming my kingdom of my ancestor in glory, and i see closer and closer the horizon. i do need ur highlight attention, God.
ps: attached is photo shot yesterday with my poor cellphone camera, and today's sunny scene outside of ema's house with her also outdated camera.
Monday, December 29, 2008
fruitful Monday morning
- retouched logo of be21zh.org ;
- adding logo of forum onto the fourm's footer;
- post about my problem with blog export with blogger.com, likely due to China surveillance blocking;
- post my problem with adding google friend connect to my GAE;
- post errs of exporting my feedburner feeds on its google group, which likely due to China surveillance;
- started to burn feeds from my GAE( google app engine), subscribed them within my google reader.
- post 2 blog entries, including this one, which just after lunch.
all of all, it finished within the Monday morning. isn't it a nice morning?
it starts to snow now. so auspicious. no better can it be. last night i read a site from google ads under my adsense account, http://www.lifesgreatestquestion.com , and refreshed. i know its kind of new birth. i know God's biz on earth has the largest followers or team. yes, i ready for pals and followers, on the way home to God.
photo above is shot by my shabby cellphone, in the dorm area of QRRS, my long time employer. i lived there for near 10 year before i got married, and the second time 2 years ago after i divorced with my baby's mother. its a place of insane now.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
dad, u left us exactly two years today - from my dad benzrad
these days i busy with site building as usual. last night i felt a bit sleeplessly for i too anxious about coming google adsense account. this morning i continued to fine touch my homepage on google page creator, adding google friend connect and modifying layout, correcting forms' errs. dog in China surveillance blocked my domain since yesterday, for they hate and terrified by our sight over the world. i determined to get my adsense account, expanding our means to penetrating the world of our sight and message for the bright and in Chinese, Ming Dynasty. i had waited for the messaging method for months.
this noon, after our grandson's mother left at her house, i checked my cellphone and found its ur memorial day. grand Dad, i didn't attend ur funeral ceremony, but God let me pick ur land, and ur kingdom from outside of 2 thousand miles, in this northeastern corner of China. i do enjoy the task u left me, and engaged with it all my life. dad, where can i find u again? those golder years when u attending my growth? dad, i cared my baby like attending u, i took the world onto him just like u attending me aside forever, rid the need of phisically. dad, my God, i forever attending u, forever listen to u, that's my vow in front of God last year when i in crisis. God, u know, and u forever know.
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